Wat a boring holiday,finally after few month holiday my study day will coming back soon,so happy with that but quite scare with it too.. maybe still not get ready to get into advance 2nd year... which means the final year in my study life i think.. haha..

My final contest coming in this few day,need to work harder in training to fight for my place in WP team,but hope the trip to Terrengganu this time will be happy too,if not really dunno how to spend my time there.. haha.. hope the ppl who quite good with me in the team will be selected...

 

Act i'm quite pressure while playing in this team,some star player can play quite well but not tat well,but they are experience player so tat coach will select them automatically.. haiz,not like me,what i can do is jz serve and cover,maybe really too fat d.. haha.. i wanna slim down,but really cant do it,how how how... anyone can help me?? but i think other than GOD,no 1 can help me,haha... nvm,at lease i'm working hard to fight in the team and try to slim down myself.. haha...

 

waiting for thursday training..... BORED again... hehe...

Very long time no drop my blog here d, so happy to have chance to write again...

Another happy thing is finally end my last paper in the morning,this is the first time dun have that exam feel in exam period,like very relaxing,but dunno how is the result,hope can get all pass in this first semester in my advance life...

Start a new relationship,is it help me in any area to motivate myself?? Or any influence towards her on me?? Anyway hope tat always go in positive trend...

Start my first training tomorrow again,'volleyball,i miss u so much',tomorrow will go training in  the new environment,new ppl,new coach,every things new,hope i can used for tat soon... wish myself good luck... Buddy buddy,let's workhard together.... JIA YOU....

Finally ended.. No need to wake up so early for wednesday and thursday morning section,i think not only i am happy,all in the section will be happy too.. Congrate to those who win in the competition and those who lose also nvm,tat's just a game,no need take it too serious.. everyone is the best.. haha..

Hope everyone in my section have learn wat u all wish to learn in this 8 weeks i think,and hope u all not just waste the time to attent class just for the attendent.. If interest in our volleyball team can come and join us at tuesday and thursday evening..

So glad tat thursday morning guys get champion,i am so proud with u all,and wed morning guys and gals also get in semi final,althought both team also lose,but u are the best,keep it on,sure can get the better place.. haha.. Donno wat myself write here.. haha.. anyway,jz hope everyone be happy always...

Coco ended means tat exam coming soon,so wordhard ya...

 

Now is 29 july 2007,8.06am....

is this really my competition day?? wondering...

no feeling at all,is it good??? wont feel any nervous,wont feel any scary,wat a good feeling,but not prepare for it at all...

no feel on ball,no feel on study,no feel on everything,but wat i feel like wanna to do???

i also dono,why the life suddenly change like this???

why the world is like this???

why our planet is round???

why ppl need to eat???

why ppl need drink???

why ppl will die???

why human being are always the most scary animal in the world???

why always like this???

why always like that???

 

Anyone can answer all my why???

why why why why why  

It's the time going to gether around with my teammate...

wish me good luck all the way...

Haha,finally is the ending of my birthday,tat means i am 21 now d,haha...

very happy in this day,get many greeting from my lovely friend... haha...

i think no need say name la,but really thanks u all so much... really love u all... haha...

i just know the first ppl who call me is wan qian,thanks ya,and thanks for grace's birthday song...

the first sms on time is from Angel.. this 1 let me feel more funny... the situation are quite funny... haha...

and all my friends,thanks for your msg and call... really let me feel warm in this day and let me know tat u all are still remember me... haha.. thanks a lot...

At last,happy birthday to myself,and may all my dream come true,especially my birthday wish this year.. haha...

Dono who will be the last who greet me... haha...

Finally finish my competition in Kulai,although the result are not very good,just get 4th place,but i think if compare with some other really is not bad d,the main problem this time is really cant perform well if the setter cant give the nice ball,and this competition let me know tat how weak i am,haiz... And the main problem i face now is my staminal,my staminal really drop til myself also cant believe it,just a game already can make me very very tired,or maybe is versus the strong team,i cant read myself anymore,haiz... really need to workharder to improve my staminal first before facing the next competition... But this competition really let me experience many much,cause can face some really strong player and let me know tat how important on study the enemy,this is what singapore team do,cause the first day we facing them we can win but the second day when we facing them,oh no,our strategy really like a small kids playing ball,they already study up every player from us to cover up our ball,let us lose til very cham... haiz... but this make me learn something also.. haha.. this is wat call expirence... know d... hehe... I will used wat i learn from this competition to improve myself... <<< JIA YOU >>>

Just finish competition for a week,the next game come again,it's on 29,30 of june and 1 of july,this game will held at kulai,so will be joining my hometown senior team,not for my college.. quite long time dint play ball with them d,dono will i enter the main 6 in the game,but i think wont so good can enter so easily,there are too many good player,the player like me will be very normal there,haiz.. sad sad...

After this competition need to prepare for the next competition held in kl,tat's liga sukan in middle of july,den after tat is going to prepare for the national day's open,this year feel like got a lot of competition compare with last 2 year,or maybe our college not enough active to find competition?? a lot of competition also a good sign,can let us improve and gain more expirence,so hope i can gain more expirience in this all game,and dun be so weak anymore... but hope i can maintain my study also,cause play ball cant earn money,so have to study also,all my friend,please help me and encourage me when i feel down,cause i need friends,and all my buddy buddy, pray for me,and support me always,i will workhard to get as much gold medal as i can...

1 thing i cant understand,is tat i am too lame to not happy with this small matter?

or just i think it is a small matter,i don understand why ee ling and xiao rong and so hardworking and come training everytime,but other cannot,everyone also play vb only for competition,no game no people,why the behavior will become like this,this is wat dissapointed me,haiz... is this the culture here different?? jin rui have gone this time,so our tar's gal can go until where in this competition?? i very curious,hope to see the outcome for their TRAINING,i wanna see how they play,how good they are.. very lucky tat ji gor,ah yao,krystal and tiffany dint flight me,if not i think 4 of us today will die there... but also thanks ah keat's friend,thanks for u 4 coming,and u all coming bring other opinion to me,i will think that why u all as an outsider also will come and our coll player.... where are u all?? working?? sleeping?? or wat more thing can do?? vb is not important to u all anymore?? haiz... is tat wat i think too extreme?? or wat i think too stuburn?? or all is my wrong?? 1 more person to thanks,our new boom>> farn jun,a new player for our tar team,and 1 more thing,why the new player also can come on 8888888888888888888 o'clock,and u all not coming?? den based on his situation i only know why he is so strong,jun,u are really good player... i like your style... So now i just can wait and see the conclution on who are hardworking to train and who are not,i hope to see the result in the competition coming soon,next sat and sun,buddy buddy,let's perform well in our game...

and the ppl who cant perform,think for why u all cant perform,if i cant do it i also will do so,cause normally i know my problem...

这个比赛应该能说是我在青年组的最后一个比赛了吧，最后一个机会让我打SUKMA，不过这样会对不起JOHOR吗？

应该不会吧，他们都那么强了，而且也没有人在呼我在不在队里吧！！

这个比赛的感觉就跟以往的有点想，不过就是加了些新人，不过我想大多数的都是认识的吧，真希望能有高高的人进来打快球，那我就能放多多个心了。

我们对里就是一直缺乏快球，如果有快球就好打了。

不过满担心结果会像支前一样。。我觉得真的是时候改变我个人的心态了，再不该真的就会打到很辛苦，大家给我多一点信心来相信好吗？队友都应该建立在彼此鼓励而不是彼此责怪吧，我是需要人孤立的球员可使大家就总是用我最讨厌的方式来激励我，这没有帮助，反而会出现凡效果让整个局面越来越糟糕吧。。。这是我在比过那么多比赛最难忘的一次，在新山就算我打到多么的差，被讲或被骂都是比完过后的事，从不会在比赛进行到一般这样来讲人，可能每个地方的打球方式都不一样吧，不过能肯定的事我喜欢我的球队太多太多了。

在新山打球时，就算怎么打不好，学长都是用鼓励的语气在场跟我沟通，所以到最后我总能发挥到最少都有五十八仙，这里就不同了，动不动就被讲，被讽刺，在场里面都这样，你觉得会有多大的发挥空间吗？？真是没有脑。

所以现在我能做的只有改变我的心态，因为真的没有其他办法了，在这样下去我都不会赢，就是这装耳聋，尝试摆脱别人的讽刺，让我发挥出百分之70以上的球技，这样我不相信还有什么能难道我，因为我对自己很有信心，我们一定行的，大家一定要加油。

我们一起努力赢得这个比赛证明给被人看我们不是等闲之辈，我们的实力可是大家都畏惧的，所以我们一定要团结，那些不好听得就别理了，虽然肯定会听到，不过大家就委屈一下，别去听那些难听的讽刺言语吧。

我们一起证明我们球队是强队！！！！！

上天给我们人类最有用的东西就是我们的头脑，头脑用来做什么呢？？当然就是思考，思考让人类有了不断进步的空间及理由。

往往上天恩赐的这颗头脑且被一些不懂得用脑的白痴破坏了我们人类无上光荣的智慧，像一些笨到极点的事。

愚蠢的人类们呀，赶快从愚蠢的世界回到我们英明的世界来吧。

          思考思考思考，我需要思考，

          思考我到底要什么，

          思考我下一步应该怎么走，

          思考以后的路要怎么走，

          思考我该这样，

          思考我该那样。

因为如果我再不思考我就会变成一个不用闹得人，就跟所谓的白痴没什么两样了。

人因梦想而伟大，没梦想而破灭。

梦想和思考应该能算得上是相对的，因为不思考梦想就不可能会达成。

我要成功，我要思考，我要赢。。。。。

Finally pass all paper,30th just know the result,everyone happy for me,i can feel tat...

but who will know the time i check the result,how nervous is it,oh my god,almost kill by heart attack...

Haha,but at last still safe... Happy with it,my buddy look like lesser and lesser,dono why,many of u not continue study... haiz... suddenly realise tat yesterday,maybe really it's time to go their own way,but we are still buddy k,den to the buddy who stay,we still can enjoy sing k together... hahahahaha... other,when u all wanna meet us remember to call us,we are always here... hahaha...

Now just start my class for advance diploma,so have to workhard a bit,why title just half of new life???

it is because of i still not yet move house,so still not yet fully start my life... hahahaha... but i will do it soon..

Wish me good luck anyway... I love u all my friend... and BUDDYYYYYYYYY......

说了这么多不开心的，现在是要说开心的时光了！！

  能认识这般人真是我的荣幸，学会了一大堆的东西，例如，塞人，这是我在吉隆坡这么久学到最厉害的学问！！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

我们的旅行基本上是快乐的，因为不管出现了多么不好看的人都是我们一般好兄弟一起玩，所以就算多么不爽到最后还是能变成开心，因为我们会自寻‘快乐’。。 哈哈，好事好事。。

我们一到就先来个班级照，不过有人的技术真的是太好了，我的相机的全部都不能看的。。。咳。。。

兄弟们的不爽都已经过去，剩下的就是我们的快乐时光了！！ 从长沙滩回来后就是我们开心的开始，我们开始打球自己娱乐自己，哈哈，我们最厉害的事。。打完后就是大鸟被惩罚的时间了，因为你们输了。。 哈哈哈哈，。， 第一次被埋在沙堆里的感觉不错吧？？之后的独木舟更好玩，虽然才我们四个，不过这天的天气真是好，风景又好，这是我第一次在海上玩独木舟，真的好刺激，因为很怕体力会用完！！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

晚上的节目更是多姿多彩，最开心的应该就是我们的嘉诚兄了吧。。。 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈，喝酒真的能壮胆吧。。下次要表白记得喝先才去表白呀！！哈哈

第二天的浮浅好好玩，不过要扣掉那些小插曲。。哈哈。。

第三天就回家了。。。 咳，如果玩久一点就更好了。。哈哈。。

不过在车上也很好玩哦，应该设因为都是在跟兄弟玩吧！！！哈哈哈哈哈。。。

真的是太开心了。。。

Pulau Perhentian,

  It is a very nice island,but actually not nicer den wat in my mind,maybe is i think too much...

  the ppl we going with is most important part cause seens all my brother also got same opinion while we step into Jason house, we realise tat >>> ' yi... How come got 1 SAKAI going with us???' wat means SAKAI??? SAKAI means someone come out from jungle,donno wat is in the town,but we are going to island,but why still so interested?? SAKAI are always stay at tat kind of place... maybe this sakai is stay on the hill...

  Episode 2... On bus,always hear a sounds from behind,i think maybe is something from jungle too excited wanna go travel,haiz... wan sleep den don sleep behind la,let us no place to play just can play in fron,not enough place la.. haiz...

  When reach the jetty,one more unhappy thing happen again... tat's wat all my buddy say DULAN... haiz... the breakfast really nice,nice til i wanna die... den start F again... ha...

  SUper luckly thing is tat man from jungle not in the same boat to the island with us,if not.... REALLY CANT IMAGINE..... later he too excited in boat den we die... cause  man from jungle always doing different thing with out human being... I FORGIVE U....

  ROOM.... haiz... first time see the resort like this... but really have to arrange first before we reach wat, so this is their management's problem,but if there got a good management also wont be like now d... hahahaha....

  Episode 3... first day lunch,MAN FROM JUNGLE really different from other lo,he really dono wan means respect or wat is manner,our buddy wait u all eat luch but u really just reach den straight away bring other human being and go inside and ignore MY GANG and straight away eat,wat i feel is HE very long time no eat d,when we go in the food almost finish,this is the lunch i have most embarrassing in my life... FIRST TIME>>> BUDDY BUDDy i think u all also right???

  Episode 4... MAN FROM JUNGLE really look like he very intelligent or very capability ya,wanna do this do tat,if i know there will be a SAKAI like this go maybe i will choosen to go myself... we drink u drink,don copy cat la... wat i drink wor??? RED WINE ya??? shout so loud there,we JUST DRINK MATELL and WISKEY ONLY LA,not very geng,still wan ask me u very geng in drinking ya,your gal gal wan drink i become good guy treat her 1 lo,how know JUNGLE MAN say those word there... haiz...  RED WINE??? BACK HOME SLEEP LA>>>

  Episode 5...snookerling ,the second place we go got many coral there,stand up side so long time dint see u jump down??? don dare don wan go up la,den throw life jacket down cause me get scold somemore... learn from your friend JACKY la... he also dare to jump u don dare..... ADDITIONAL,there are many VIDEO in my mind at tat place,all my buddy super funny there cause by jelly fish.... muahahahahahhahaha..... brother.. i dint say it out here ya... haha../.

  Episode 6... i think is tat JUNGLE MAN no thing eat,who call u come so EARLY>>>> damn happy to see this... but not i realise first de la... but i still happy cause JUNGLE MAN better back your jungle eat your BANANA la.....

  I think after this can continue with happy stuff... i think everyone also know that most happy thing is can go travel with brother... there are many happy thing happen in our trip also... haha.. like KAR SING lo... i think he quite enjoy la... haha... Hey,miss yin ee,my face still pain leh,next time don slap so hard ya... hahahahaha... kidding.... sze nee,i wont forget tat MOu~~~~MOU~~~~ ... u know we know... hahahahaha.....ANGEL<<< nothing to say,cause no need say everyone also know wat i wan to say....wakakakaka.... other,don angry ya,cause wan mention all maybe will in next blog,haha... but buddy buddy,wont forget u all....

  Remember to do our next trip ya... sure i will join 1,don worry... haha... but other den our MONKEY and GORILLA,don call SAKAI ya.....

  One more thing... Our ANGEL MEI MEI<<< DON think too much,our gang wont blame u 1,if wan blame also blame out Ksing first.. haha... no la no la... don worry,we wont blame u 1,cause everyone have to give Ksing face ma... wakakaka... no one ignore u right??? so tat means no body blame u lo... haha... next time we invite u to join our trip,but remember don bring SAKAI ya,we just will accept MONKEY and GORILLA only... wakakakaka.....